Heavy blankets cover lonely girls

Until recently I felt kinda scared and obsolete, thinking that nobody out there knew who I was, I mean really.  I don't wanna make a scene.  I don't wanna cry anymore. 

Remember Penny and Johnny in Dirty Dancing?  They weren't together, at least they hadn't been since they were kids, but they were best friends and loved each other. 

"Who's responsible for this girl?"

"I am."

The past 24 hours have been bittersweet but I will say this:

I feel loved, so fucking LOVED that I could keep breathing for a million years.  I feel validated, like hey, I exist after all, And I feel lucky.  Even if I feel lonely. 

This playlist I made is gonna heal me. 

"Lonely girls, lonely girls
Lonely girls, lonely girls

Heavy blankets, heavy blankets, heavy blankets
Cover lonely girls

Sweet sad songs, sweet sad songs, sweet sad songs,
Sung by lonely girls

Pretty hairdos, pretty hairdos, pretty hairdos
Worn by lonely girls

Sparkly rhinestones, sparkly rhinestones, sparkly rhinestones
Shine on lonely girls

I oughta know, I oughta know, I oughta know
About lonely girls"